what a terrible start of spring break

ohmygosh. MY PARENTS ARE GOING TO DRIVE ME INSANE.
honestly, just cause i couldnt memorize one song, does my mom need to bash on me?
IT WAS SEVEN PAGES LONGG! its not like i didnt want to memorize it, it just was to difficult in the amount of time that i had! HELLO! I JUST FINISHED LEVEL 9! ITS NOT EASY PEEZY LEMON SQUEEZY!
man. now, next year when i take advanced, i HAVE TO memorize every single song or i will be dead. literally.
AND THEN MY DAD! dudee he freaking yells at me for EVERYTHING! even if it doesn't have to do with me, AND HE ALWAYS threatens me about things! like if i dont do this, you will never do this. i dont care. blah blah blah.
PSKMGOEMRBMIMTIOBNKTMELHKM. im not in a good mood.

moving on...gah. life stinks. man. i cry so much because of everything that happens. im pretty sure that by now, after these 15 years, ive cried at like a few gallons of water, maybe enough for a mini pool. seriously. it sucks.
God, please help me. life isn't easy. but i'm sure that you let everything happen for a reason.

do you ever think that friendships are hard?
well i do. especially for girls. there are always so much drama! thats not needed!
and boys make matters worse.
OINFOIVNOTRNB3IM4ERKFMWLGF.GAH GAH GAH!
if your friend is trying to get over a boy, don't you help her get over him, instead of encourage him to like another girl? YES YES YES
if your friend likes a guy, who wants to break up with his girlfriend because she simply doenst even care about him, dont you not encourage that girlfriend to keep it going with that guy? YES YES YES

gosh. life sucks.
when life gives you lemons, you squeeze them in people's eyes.
i had to say that. just to make me happier(: