i am just sitting, waiting, and wishing to be accepted to UCSD. what scares me is that a few of my classmates have already received a phone call regarding their acceptance to UCSD, and i've got nothing. on top of that, i haven't gotten into Irvine (and who knows if i even will) nor Santa Barbara. And in my head, if i can't make it into those schools, how will i possibly make it into a top-tier UC school? i've already given up on UCLA, but i still have a small ounce of dying hope for San Diego.
i know that i've always told myself that God will take care of me, and that he already knew where i would be accepted and rejected to since the day that i submitted all my college applications. but now that i'm actually in the final 17 days of waiting, i am more scared and anxious than ever. i am so scared to be hurt by rejection letters and though i have already been accepted to 4 schools, but i really hoped that i could go further than that.
God, please give me overwhelming peace for the next 2 weeks.
"You make all things work for my good."
♥always,
joyce
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