Cried it all out at almost midnight yesterday cause I was so tired and couldn't hold it in any longer. I can't stand holding it in because I know that that decision wasn't right and that was that. I sat in front of my computer as I talked to Jenn and just cried about it and just realized what a big deal it was to me and Kat.

I don't know what's going to happen to us next year.
But I'm sure that God will show us what's best for us.