I don't know how to sit in there anymore and not feel miserable, terrible, horrible and just aching over the things that we have to talk about. No one knows what's going inside my head and I don't know how to tell anyone because everyone in there, I can almost garuntee, will judge me about what I have to say. But it's like skjdfnjksdfnsjkdf because I am so scared to say it. I can't believe this has been stressing the crap out of me for the past few weeks.

Why is this happening?